Why We Hurt the Ones We Love — Vanessa Bennett
Why do love and hurt travel together?
In Episode 4 of Real Love Ready, Robin sits down with Vanessa Bennett, author, licensed holistic psychotherapist, codependency coach, and depth psychologist. She is the author of The Motherhood Myth, and co-author of It's Not Me, It's You (with her husband, therapist John Kim).
Her work is built on a belief that most of us are not ready to hear: that the people hurting us in our relationships are often holding up a mirror. And that the most powerful thing we can do is look into it.
We have a whole cultural vocabulary around toxic relationships, red flags, and narcissism. What we don't have is enough honest conversation about our part in the patterns we keep repeating. That's what this episode is for.
Honest, direct, and genuinely compassionate, this conversation covers shadow work, codependency, projection, and how understanding why we hurt and how we heal, is how we learn to love better.
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IN THIS EPISODE
(00:00:38) Introduction: Why Love and Hurt Are Intertwined
(00:03:12) Purposeful Hurt vs. Accidental Hurt, And Why the Difference Matters
(00:04:05) "Love Hurts": Unpacking the Cultural Script
(00:05:13) Red Flags, Narcissism, and the Danger of Easy Labels
(00:05:47) Owning Your Part Without Shame
(00:08:12) What Is Shadow Work? A Deep Dive
(00:13:02) How to Spot Your Own Shadow
(00:18:58) "Staying for the Kids": The Hidden Cost
(00:21:55) When Love Changes Form and Stays Love
(00:27:23) Codependency: What It Really Is and How It Shows Up
(00:37:31) When Safety Feels Boring
(00:41:09) Building Internal Safety vs. Relying on Your Partner
(00:50:20) The Extinction Burst: Why Patterns Get Louder Before They Go Quiet
(00:56:57) The Myth About Love We Need to Unlearn Right Now
(00:57:45) What Love Means to Vanessa
QUOTES
"Everywhere you go, there you are. You're going to continue to show up and entertain these toxic relationships. So, until we really say, okay, they acted in narcissistic ways. How did I act in narcissistic ways? They were toxic because of this. How was I toxic too? Those are the conversations that actually start to turn the needle in behavior change." — Vanessa Bennett
"I do think that deep, intimate love can be difficult. If you really want to go there, it's going to take work…mostly because we are confronted with ourselves. That's the hard work. Having to see ourselves and having to actually decide if we're going to do the work on ourselves that's required to have real, intimate love." — Vanessa Bennett
“Love to me feels like a mirror. A compassionate mirror, but a mirror nonetheless. And love to me, a lot of times, means accountability. It's accountability to myself. It's accountability to others. It's accountability to that part of me that's striving to be the best version of myself." — Vanessa Bennett
"I don't think it's possible for somebody else to build that sense of safety in us. We need to build our own internal safety…Because ultimately, what that means is, it actually doesn't matter what he's doing. Because I'm safe, I've got me." — Vanessa Bennett
ABOUT THE GUESTS
Vanessa Bennett, LMFT, is a licensed depth psychotherapist, author, and facilitator known for her no-nonsense yet compassionate approach to healing. She is the author of The Motherhood Myth and coauthor of It’s Not Me, It’s You.
A former New Yorker turned Angelino now practicing internationally, Vanessa leads transformational retreats and workshops rooted in Jungian and depth-oriented psychology. She is the founder of Inner Compass Academy, a depth-based training and coaching program, and hosts the Inner Compass Podcast. Through her writing and teaching, she supports both personal and collective healing—helping people break generational patterns and awaken to the ways harmful social systems shape their lives, so they can reclaim agency and live less from conditioning, and more from choice.
Instagram:https://www.instagram.com/vanessasbennett/
Website: https://vanessabennett.com
Substack: https://substack.com/@itsvanessabennett
Inner Compass Academy: https://www.vanessabennett.com/inner-compass-academy
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